Obviously, We are together.......

You always ask if we were together than what could be our life.....

I never answered you. I always thought that if we are not together than what is the meaning to answer this.
I didn't wanted to hurt my heart again.

But then....when last time I was talking to you, I came to know that how  mean I was, how selfish I was or you can say Practical..

But you know, this is also true that if we were together what could it be or what was there in my heart.


So I thought about pouring my heart, what I had in it. Here it goes.....

Firstly, I would cherish the divine moment that we are together. My life had got completeness. Fulfilled everything. Started off thinking that I too had someone in my life who is for me....... Listen world, I have her....
I would have shared feelings of mine, might have listened to you as well (just few, ok). It feel special that you are with me, otherwise I had gave up my mind and heart that there could be someone for me. The feeling of someone which is only for me, my right and not for anyone.

If you come in front of me, I won't give a dam to the world. I wanted to fill the gap between you finger with mine. It would be the moment of utmost satisfaction for me. To be with you would always be like I am with one who is mine, a feeling of pride.


I just wanted to be close to you, whatever the situation is. I wanted to be in your arms and you melt in there. But, I would be afraid that I might hurt you. Coz I am very bad at emotions and specially with anger.

But it is also true that we are not together....if we were.................

"Dil mein chupi jo baat thi,
Aaj keh raha hu tumhe,
Haal-e-dil kya hai mera,
Aaj keh raha hu tumhe...

Sawaal tha tumhara mujhse kuch,
Jawab na diya jiska tumhe,
Khudgarz ho gaya main kahi,
Ilzam-e-dard na dena tha tumhe...



Gar saath hote hum kabhi,
Jataa raha hu aaj tumhe,
Kuch galati ho jaaye humse,
to Maaf kar dijiyega hume....

Wo alam hi kuch aur hota,
khushi se dil taraabor hota,
Jaise Koi dua Mangi ho rab se,
Ek nayi kiran khili ho Puraab se..

Wo ehsaas ek naye patte sa,
Wo ehsaas ek nayi subah sa,
Wo ehsaas pehli barish ki bund sa,
Wo Ehsaas mitti ki khushboo sa...

Bethe ho kahi saath tumhare,
Lekar haatho me haath tumhare,
Madhham madhham si hawa bahe,
Udaakar le jaye Chehre se anchal ko tumhare....

Lekin......




Sach ye bhi ek hai ke hum saath nahi,
Wo Pehle jaise Jasbaat nahi,
Ek Rishta jo saath rakhe hai hume,
Chaahe Phir wo......... Dosti hi sahi...."





U will always be there...in disguise....!!!